1 day i totally hate myself, can pick at myself and attempt at making myself feel better but fail misterably then the next day i feel 100% beautiful, dress real pretty and absoutly love my day.
whats horrid tho is that i have no one to share my goodness with when i do actually feel happy within myself and about myself.
i dress up real nice every. . .or atleast try to and the only person that sees my effort is my friend at uni.
wish i had a guy on days like today so i could see them and they can tell me how pretty i am.
wish i didnt NEED a guy.
im learning tho.
i dont always get what i want now.
im 21 for bloomin ek sake!!
GROW UP haha
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