Bizzarr

Its been apart of my body for 2 years but i think im ready to remove you now and be content with it. . .
Its possibly 1 of the most amazing gifts ive ever been given but were over now and i feel like im finally becomming 100% over you and 100% content with us now.
Therefore i dont need to wear you as a reminder of what we have, your no longer my security blanket, i am.
Weirdly, this is exactly how i felt with a "body part" i had for a pervious 3 years, but once i became content with the life change i removed you.
It dosent mean that either of you are out of my life, it just means that im able to move on and be happy with my life without someone to look after me.
I understand everyone needs to be looked after.
Its a big step for me to take, its been on show for all to see, its received a tonne of compliments and its just pure beautiful but were no longer together.
I feel like this is the 1 thing that could be holding me back from moving on.
Something else has taken your place now anyway, but thats only temporarly.
I need that other something to be apart of me right now.
First time in 6 years this year, its not going to be easy but ill be too busy to even reliase it.
Hopefully ill see YOU again where we left you :)
I mean, its been nearly 5 years since that 1 day.
Great, now im crying.

I hate change