why isit that the 1 time you really need someone to talk to, someone to have a heart to heart, someone to cry to, someone to give you a hug no one is around.
been feeling pretty low this week and today im really feeling it and theres nothing much i can do then make me feel even more crapper by eating a tonne of food.
next week is a new week and so i may aswell get all this saddness out right now cos im fed up of feeling low.
i kinda feel neglected by a certain someone and im just fed up of not having the company of a male.
its all im dreaming about atm, a first date, some guys ive had a crush on previously.
i just want someone to make me happy instead of having to rely upon myself 100% all the friggin time.
it dosent help with the amount of love/chick flicks ive been watching this last week.
i just want to eat myself happy right now and thats what i shall do.
not the best but no one else is around to make me happy.
FUCK
my whole plan for today has gone to shit, ive just been sat on my bed for the last 2 hours picking at myself, trying to force myself to get dressed so i can go to town.
but i know ill feel like every fucker is looking at me and i wont feel happy.
so its gona be another fucking shit day cooped up in my bedroom doing sweet fa once again.
not a happy person right now.
not happy atall.
I'm Emily. I can be a big ranter sometimes, but who isn't?! I'd like to think I'm a bubble of sparkley joy. . .(not to sound big headed) Currently studying Textiles at UWIC where i plan to become a celebrity designer. I'm addicted to living life like they do in the movies, i.e chick flicks, musicals and love stories. 1 day I'll find my Daniel and live happily ever after :)
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