LOOK

Proof right there that i DO eat. . .and i eat pretty dang good thanks.

6 choccie biccies yesterday and id happily eat another 6 today.

Its cos I'm not American where everything over there is 1000% junk.

I have 2 pieces of fruit a day and manage a portion of veg every day.

Its not hard.

Its actually really fun and easy.

Tho this GUT still needs to go to i think i might start back up step class too. . .get me some motivation and the feeling of awakeness more throughout the day instead of wanting to crash around 3pm.

I'm loving my face shape atm, found 1 or 2 'tipsy' photos of my camera from Saturday night with the bra out and whatnot. . .Ive kept them cos despite having the bra out i have a really pretty face and the next guy I'm with can own them. LOLZ ROFL LMAO

Their not slutty photos at all, more tasty cos its like "Oh is that a bit of bra i can see?! Niiiicceeeee"

I really do think I'm having a 'single crisis' like a 'mid-life crisis' atm, hence the head shave.

I'm a bit weary of the shaved bit atm cos its so new and so different i feel a bit self conscious cos its a big statement for me, id usually just put on some mascara to feel different.

The question for today tho is. . .do i go to step class tonight cos i kinda really wanna go. . .will my purse strings pull to £4 a week when i know ill give up after going 5 times like i did last term.

Uni work will get in the way of me going.

Might just go to Tesco and get a tub of Jen & Berry's instead. . .

PLUS I'm starting life drawing classes in the next week or 2 so that's another £4 SO i figures the weeks i go to life drawing i wont go to step and the weeks i go to step i wont go to life drawing. . .tho life drawing is muchos more important seeing as its going towards my F.C.E.M.

I feel like a lump of lard every time i look down and see my gut. . .it never used to be like that but i spose I'm turning into a woman and getting body bits i never used to have before (plus i ate enough to feel the world 4 times round over Christmas). . .that's the excuse ill be using for now at least. . .turning into a woman that is.

i REALLY hate days like today