Wednesday, 5 January 2011

I'm big your little, I'm smart your dumb, I'm right your wrong AND THERES NOTHING YOU CAN DO ABOUT IT

I'm generally getting fed up of feeling like i have to justify myself to people.
I DO eat thanks, its generally not a laughing matter.
I don't go telling people to stop eating so just quit it yeah.
I don't need a fucking American belly ok, accept that I'm skinny.

It's not easy you know, somehow I'm back to the weight i was when i got out of bloody hospital after having bloody open heart surgery.

8st isn't exactly a healthy weight for a near 21 year old, or at least its not exactly the weight i CHOOSE to be. So stop saying "OH HOWS YOUR AMERICAN BELLY COMING ALONG" and looking at photos of me from 10 years ago being all "SO. . .YOU'VE ALWAYS NEEDED TO EAT".

If you haven't noticed. . .everyone needs to eat, just cos my ribs are noticeable and my hip bones stick out and i have incredibly boney shoulders it doesn't mean i starve myself.

People are generally shocked when they see the amount of food i eat and don't understand why I'm not 'big'. Do you not think I'm shocked too, its how my body works, its not my fault your bigger than me.

Don't even understand why this is getting to me so much at the moment.

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